Sucky Weekends

Ben has been busy coaching soccer or busy working (which I can accept better) during the weekends. I'm left at my in-laws home, from the time I woke up all the way, doing nothing! One day is torturing enough but two days really drives me crazy. Seriously, I really do not understand what's the training for. So intense? Some national competition? Sigh~~ 

Honestly, it's not as if I am possessive or what. Whenever he needs to go out with his friends or even his weekly soccer games on Wednesday, I did not stop him. I know that I should not deprive him of his little 'me' time with himself but I think it's getting a little too much. You may argue that well, that's the only leisure he is having but am I to blame if his friends did not jio him out? He did get his weekly dosage on Wednesday too what... The problem for weekends is that his soccer training can take place all the way from 3pm to 7.30pm and prior to that, he might need to work. When he's back, bath, come home, he surfs net etc, I am left with nothing to do again... What is worst is, the coach will Whatapps him throughout when he's back! I mean hey, after taking my husband away to the training grounds two days a week, you cant finish whatever you want to say over there? My last straw came when we were shopping at Giant / Ikea and I was damn tolerant for the first hour but when I still saw him msg-ing after an hour , I totally lost it. It's totally bullshit. He has forgotten that he is married...  Especially now with the Euro league, I realised I've totally 'lost' my husband because he does not sleep till the wee hours so yes, I'm alone in the noon till evening and at night... Period~~~